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Willer

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人

 
 
 

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算是宅了很久吧...  

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1.一周木有什麽事回顧...

周日我們四人組終於好好地聚了一次了...

不過其實純粹是換了一個地方玩三國殺而已= =

去了創意文化村.

不過說實話那裡還真的挺不適合我們四個人的...

吃的地方到時挺有feel的,

很有那種私房菜的感覺.(雖然真的很坑爹地貴...)

在那裡玩三國殺還真的有點煞風景...

木子竟然比20班的還不會玩桌游= =(劉喬喬看到這裡應該很開心吧,哈哈)

中間很無聊的就跳過啦...

終於照了一張合照.

下午算是正式地逛了一下文化村嘞...

很多工藝小飾品,

有點像那種景點紀念品的感覺...

去了一下那裡的舊書店,

沒待到5分鐘就出來了,

真的受不了那種氣息.

應該讓寶哥去那種地方才對...

接著和小駿轉去cocopark繼續殺= =

活動不重要,

重要的是能夠聚在一起就很難得了.

跨了3個年級.

現在更是跨了兩個學校.

丸子高考好好加油吧,

平時考不好沒關係,

高考考好就行了!

小駿和木子的路還長著呢,

慢慢來吧!

 

周六去了我哥家.

其實是因為那件事才去的.

被狠狠地P了一頓.

但是,

卻讓我看到了原來本來這樣吊兒郎當的表哥竟然也會說出這么成熟的話.

比我大9年就是不一樣,

飯還是吃得比我多的.

他說出了我的很多不足,

雖然我覺得有不少其實是自己沒有的,

但是,

在某程度上說得真的很對.

很多時候,

自己想做什麽就去做什么吧,

不要猶豫.

就像nike的廣告語一樣,

just do it!

很多時候機會是不等人的.

比如說自己很有feel,

想寫點東西時,

一旦不當時寫下的話,

就算到時候你想起了topic,

但是那么強烈的feel已經不復存在了.

還有我原來的傲氣和雄心壯志.

determination,

heart,

discipline.

這三點當中現在的我除了最後一點算是勉強做到之外,

另外兩點都做不到.

也許和神仙姐姐的談話不是正確的,

她讓我學會了一點,

卻丟失了自己的本質.

也許還是回歸自己比較好吧.

還有,

自己對一切東西都太過於認真,

太容易一直放在心裡了.

不能放寬心,

不能闊達.

但是,

我就是對自己擁有的東西很在乎,

不管是多么小的東西,

我都不想要失去.

就算是我媽幫我打掃房間,

不小心把我的東西放錯位置,

我都會發飈.

因為我覺得我的space被侵占了,

我覺得我的東西受到傷害了.

這一點,

我覺得我是很難改過來的.

也許自己這樣會很累很累,

自己不能學會放手.

但是,

那也是對自己著緊的東西而已.

如果對自己所cherish的東西都不保護好,

何談珍惜呢?

還有,

他同時也指出了我不孝順這一點.

這點,

我想應該是從我懂事時就開始有的吧.

在我的世界觀里,

愛情,

友情,

都比親情重要.

愛情與友情是自己可以選的,

但是親情不可以.

而且,

我覺得我對感情這方面真的是會讓理性所掌控,

我不會因為你是我的朋友或是親戚而弄混是非黑白.

我不會因為說你有很多與我觀念相沖的地方,

但是因為你是我的朋友或是親戚就容忍你.

我做不到.

也許有的人會覺得我這種想法很不顧親情之類的.

但是,

我就是會這樣客觀地來看待.

唯一讓我做不到這一點的就是愛情,

我會讓感性來掌控我自己.

就算另一半再不對我也會包容.

但是對朋友和親人我就是做不到這一點.

當然,

我覺得我是做不到大義滅親那么嚴重的,

但是你要我去孝順一個我覺得沒有任何理由去尊敬他的人,

對不起,

我做不到,

我不能違背我的良心,

你可以說我沒人性,

說我冷血,

但是我就是做不到,

我也不會後悔,

因為他沒有值得我cherish的地方的話,

那么何談後悔呢?

 

周三去打球最搞笑了...

偶遇焦威等一群高二的...

然後和小語種班好幾個人打球...

算是在學校外和最多熟人打球的一次了...

那個胖子大叔說了一句超經典的(其實看他打球就可以笑死了...):

“投你媽個陽痿啊...”

場下的我們當場爆笑...

 

我真的不適合宅...

本來以為假期自己可以每天宅在家裡看書,

看那幾十G的電影劇集,

天天抽機,

練彈跳,

練運球(這個被欽嘲笑了很久了...),

原來是事與愿違的.

要不就下雨,

要不就烈日當空...

怎么練啊...

然後宅在家裡,

用電腦的極限是8小時...

用完之後書都看不下去直接暈倒了...

人是social creature,

所以宅的話就是否定這一點.(我并沒有那個意思...你懂的...)

絕對絕對受不了...

這樣下去我都快發霉了...

 

2.justice

inalienable right.

如果這樣,

即使多數人原則也不適用.

因為個人的權利是無窮大的.

這樣豈不是法律也沒有用,

因為它并不能剝奪你的權利,

同時它也沒有代表你的意志.

人的確是有很多看似不可剝奪的權力,

但是在社會當中,

其實不知不覺你自己就被剝奪了很多很多了.

沒有任何right是inalienable.

有的話你就不屬於這個社會了.

 

自由并不是爲了既定目的選擇最佳手段,

而是去選擇目的本身.

符合道德標準就必須出於好的不自私的目的去做好事.

即便事情再好,

但是如果目的并沒有很好,

也是不符合道德標準.

要拒絕出於自身愛好或自身利益,

還有同情和利他主義,

這樣才算是自由的行為.

這太苛刻了.

康德的哲學真的太難懂了...

求解答啊...

 

太輕易的來的金錢往往很難讓受施者感到金錢背後的苦與智.

所以授人以魚,

不如授人以漁.

讓人懂得賺錢的方法,

好過無止境地捐錢作秀.

 

3.

PDN之前問過我的那個問題,

想了一下(其實當天就知道答案了),

再加上這1個多星期,

其實我覺得我不是他舉的那個例子那種情況.

我知道自己在做什麽,

我知道自己的選擇.

所以不管怎樣都不會後悔!

如果我要後悔我早就會了,

如果我後悔那么我這1年以來就不是這樣過了.

 

4.

When you're gone

Avril Lavigne
I always needed time on my own
I never thought
I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were meant for each other
I keep forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

其實MV也很感人

 

Taylor Swift - If This Was A Movie

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe i've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down the street
Flashback to a night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Sand in the rain outside til i came out
Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you gather if you someone if you're moving on
I'd be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And i just wanna see you back at my front door
And i'd say

16
Come back come back come back to me like
You would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before i loved you out
But i'd take it all back now

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til i came back
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby what about the ending
Oh i thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh
That you'd be here by now

 

今天是我和青過的第一個情人節.

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